mundane

last night i talked with my housemates about how nurses who live in our building are so bold when it comes to road crossing. i wholly understand the rush of healthcare workers but the vehicles that cram the traffic are really fast and especially one nurse we witnessed just crossed the road signalling a hand gesture to lorries.

might've said repetitively in jest that a flyover should be installed for pedestrians whenever we're stuck in the traffic light before morning class, but i'm serious about this. convenience is third, time-saving is second, but safety above all. 

hiccups

the grief you left me will stay here forever. i'm heeding this lesson of my twenties: to think it's fine to just accept things the way they are. if someone don't want something, you could never force them to be a part of it.

romantic relationship, friendship, or even filial piety.

things are only good because it feels easy to have unwanted relationship. i'd nick even the smallest remnant, weed out every root, burn them to ashes. it's only fair to let people light their fire the same way even if it is not to my want. all those soot and ashes. they'd pile in all its glory, not for me to look back to. 

in this case;

no phoenix will ever rise from it. 

back pain

insomniacs concert 180323

epic. listening to sempurna live was so fun, worth the hypoglycemia & muscles ache on our knees from waiting for too long